just

 hope you can happy with someone better who can always accompany you
always beside you.
hope you can get the scholarship in Tokyo, these my wishes for you.
maybe someday we are not friend again.
sometimes it's hurt to read/know sth you've writen,
you wrote and then erased again.
i don't know why, is that only my feeling or what else, i just can feel it.
when you said yes, nevermind, my feeling just told me you aren't.
forgive me if i'm too rude.
may be i won't near you again, you're not happy with a friend like me.
i've tried to pretend like a friend, but i saw your face, i'm afraid.
honestly i'm afraid to see you, and i'm afraid to hurt you more,
i don't know what is this, i just feel it.


i'm so thankful of all your kindness to me, really.
thank you, sorry, and be happy :)